and then some...

So the past few or so days i havent been writin nothin in here. Well thats because nothing HAS gone on!!! yes as many of u may already know or maybe dont know i have a very boring life. Just wish i had money so we could go play miniature golf or bowling once a month would be fun....damn money! me and melody cleaned out her room today and man!!! i didnt know a 4 yr old can stuff so much trash in a toy box! she had like 15 pairs of pants but no shes down to 3 or 4 because the rest didnt fit her! wtf! i swear if melodys dad doesnt start giving any money by the 1st of april im going to the court house and filing for custody and child support and BELIEVE ME i will try my best to get every penny outta him and as much custody i can! hes lucky im only askin for 150 a paycheck! ive been so easy on him which i shouldnt! guess i can be stupid haha! at least she has me and joe. joe has taken more care of her than her own dad has...i mean damn like a month ago she asked me in front of her dad and joe if she can go to his house i said not tonight bc daddy works tomorrow shes said ahh man and i told her if he doesnt work that comming up weekend then she could he said mmhmm wtf kinda response is that to a 4 yr old! so the weekend comes and goes he didnt work from what i remember and nothing not even a call to his OWN daughter! ahhh he aggravates me! sometimes i just wanna go to his house and punch him and his bitch ass gf in the fuckin face! enough of that.....before i get even more pissed off about it! anyways other than that im good! ta ta for now!

EASTER!

First off Happy Easter to everyone reading this! today was pretty fun for the most part. me n melody went to church n then went to my parents for a little bit so we can say goodbye to my cousins and aunt again...gee wish they coulda stayed longer but its okay. then came home to get joe so we can go to his aunts house for food!!! yummy! this year i didnt do the whole egg painting and hiding the eggs thing bc melody got lots and lots of chocolates anyways so i figured shed be ok on that part. stayed at his aunts house for a few hours and drank some beers. not to much goin on else wise so this is obviously a short blog! lucky for those who are reading this!

the bunny drop egg hunt!

So today was alot of fun although tiring!!! brought joe to work which is a drag to wake up when u dont wanna haha! but then rhoda calls sayin she didnt get home from the casino till like 7am ...who the hell spends that much time at a fuckin casino! and then she decides to say ohh she has diahrrea(LOL) im not stupid she was to tired to go bc she gambled all night! so anyways i took melody and venus my coworker and her 2 kids to the bunny drop egg hunt thing in la mesa or where ever the hell it was. had lots of fun got lots of pictures but im only gonna put one. they did the easter egg hunt and each of them got one! one fuckin egg.....wtf....lol anyways actually melody didnt get any so venus took one from her sons basket cuz he actually got two! and dropped it on the floor and said melody look!!! by this time melody was crying and i felt so bad...my poor baby....so she got excited about that n ate the candy my lil grubber!then we went and they rode the ponies!!!!



they had two times for each age group to do the easter egg hunt but venus had to work that night so i said why dont we just go get pizza n we can go home so she can rest.....then bam the water works comes from her two kids sayin they want to ride the bouncy house.....but we got them settled down...sorta lol and then joe calls for me to come and pick him up so there went pizza for lunch out the window DAMMIT! i was actually lookin forward to grubbin on that! so i went and picked him and got home and called my parents so i can go over bc my aunt n two cousins were in town and of course...noone answers.....called again an hour n a half later noone...so i called my mom on her cell and low and behold there downtown on the midway ship! wtf i never been there take me!!!! maybe i can get joe to take me haha yea right....so my dad finally calls at like 4 or 5 pm to go over there and got suckered by my aunt to play phase 10...she thought it was "face 10" ROFL my filipino lil family cracks me up....i had fun though melody had fun and joe well he stayed at home lol but he worked that day so its somewhat understandable plus when i go to my parents i like to visit for a few hours since i hardly see them....ok i admit like 5 hours 8 hours whatever!!! but all that matters is we had fun and now we have church tomorrow at 930am and then goin to joes aunts n uncles house for more family time YAY! happy easter everyone!

stupid stores

So today i went to the 99cents store to get some stuff for melodys easter basket and htought dang i got a bunch of stuff for really cheap!!! i was soo stoked. i then had to go to walmart to get shampoo and conditioner and out of curiosity of course it struck the cat(me) bc walmart had the same shit bigger better and the same price!!!!! omfg i was so pissed when i got back in the car i wanted to chuck everything out the window i got from the 99cents store but then i thought thats 12 bucks wasted so nvm damn stores!!!!!

a bit about me

So this is my first entry so i guess i can just use this one to tell you a bit about my life. i live in el cajon california.Im 23 years old and i have a daughter who is 4 yrs old born on ocotber 1 2004. i swear alot so if you dont like it you might as well not bother with this. i can ramble on about stupid stuff. i tell it like it is. i live a 2 bedroom apt with my daughter and my boyfriend of almost 2 years and couldnt be happier with anyone else! dont get me wrong we have our fights but obviously we make up afterwards! Melodys dad is hardly ever in the picture and doesnt help out. yes i know i should go and get custody and child support but i guess in a way i want to but then i feel bad about it =/ Joe (who is my boyfriend) takes care of my daughter than her father (jr) does. i live paycheck to paycheck so times get tough. i work as a caregiver for home of guiding hands.i work from 10pm to 8am and have thurs fri n sat off. I take care of adults with mental disabilities ranging from severe mental retardation to seizures. i have patience at times but other times it gets to the point where im like fuck it! i dont have many friends lol so i guess u can call me a loser haha! im basically making this so i can vent or share how im feeling because sometimes its easier to write it down rather than tlak it out with someone! we all know how that can be! if theres more about me u want to know i have yahoo messenger turtlesinlove2000 feel free to im me!!!! thats it for now considering its only 930am